zomg.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
with ♥ 10:04 PM
zomg its been so long. okay right. time flies damn fast okay its like weeks past w/o me knowing and PROMOS are gettin so close its freaking me out!!!! zomg zomg. arrrugh. okay. lets see. i screwed up my chinese orals. cos damn suay get a damn f-ing difficult topic. whatever man, if i get a B i dont wan retake le. i want to do well for other subs. (: i shall not brood over it. hmph.
aiyoh. nth much 2 blog cos everyday jus study, mug, sup lessons. zzz. and crap stuff like the stupid dance shit. sigh. and well i passed my overall for mids. (: and my progress report is nt bad too. phew. (: but i feel so stressed nowadays i keep breaking down. X( but after each time i cried i feel so much better. its like i release all the pent up stress and frustration... :) and w/o my dear, daddy and mummy, pumba, twin and ms johnson... i would have gone into depression long ago. thank you; i wont know where i am w/o you all. i love you. :)
and well i wont mention names but to those who are feeling upset like me; cheer up okay we must fight our way thru! musnt give up musnt musnt. X) we'll make things work smhow.
and well. sm ppl still piss me off. sheesh. i shall distant myself away for a while. very tired le; emotionally drained. anymore im gonna start yelling and screaming and shrieking at ppl. ugh. whats their problem anyway. its the typical selfish students lah. sighs...
within such a short period of time i re-examined myself as a person. i realised a changed so much.... its really scary. the way i look at things is so different.. and i feel like i've grown up so much. its no longer the world where everything is happy. where everyone is nice 2 each other. its no longer the case. :'( but its so realistic, the way things are now. everything is just ME, ME and MYSELF kinda mentality. its so scary. X( sighs... jc is so stressful. but i'll pull thru it. just like the way my dear did. i will. I WILL PASS MY PROMOS! and the first burden will be lifted off my shoulders.
and damn it. all the cost is rising like CRAZY. what has the world become? its jus a vicious cycle! sheesh. X( but when the oil prices [if they ever] go down, or the rice prices... will the prices to us consumers decrease too? gosh its so tough now. and look at the transport. wth. it's rising and rising! dont they have enough profits alrdy?? its nt like they losing money lah. its like they raise cost of ERP, fine. although it isnt fair to those who rly need a car but anyway its nt the issue. mrt and buses are main transport even to the low income grp, and middle income grp. is it fair? the rich of cos wont suffer, but its the poor that suffer. what is the rationale? its like so unfair... X( sighs.
and the recent ren ci thing just totally made me give up on donations alrdy. how can i trust anymore of those charities? now that the cost is rising too, i'll only donate to those i rly rly see are in need, and i know them. other than that, too bad. i lost all my trust.
its such a sad world where money is so manupulative. X( i wish i was rich. then my parents wont have so much burden too. and hence i shall work hard. i'll see the light at the end of the tunnel; watch me.
and i rly dun like bmt. i hope it ends soon luh. its taking so much of my time. i need to study hello, PROMOS WAVING TO ME ALRDY LAH. sheesh.
=jinghui=
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